Wtf am I doing with my life?

Everywhere I go I see friends that have already made money in their first year (or even before university, which happens to be the friend that I commissioned to draw this avatar).

One person said that my side projects will give me a lot of experience later on, but I don’t know if what I’m doing actually give me any experience.

Some people will say that I should feel happy that my parents can afford university and doesn’t pressure me into getting a job, and trust me when I said that I KNOW THAT I AM VERY LUCKY AND I AM VERY GRATEFUL OKAY? IT’S JUST THAT…

Although they refuse to admit it, I still feel the pressure of their expectation of me continue getting scholarship, because I have got one for first year.

GPA is the bane of my existence. Whoever thought of using a number that is heavily dependant on the teacher emotions to determine scholarship should go to hell.

I love making web apps that help other people. It makes me happy making something useful and seeing other people happy. I don’t want to participate in an environment that discourage people helping others.